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Joined on 12/5/09

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Staying alive. I haven't had time to work on art much. I haven't had the time to do anything. I feel pretty fucked up still.


The chemo medicine isn't working for some reason and my count is very slowly going up again. I don't know what that means yet. I still take it as I'm supposed to but it's just one more thing to worry about. I feel like I can't afford to take risks career-wise because I need the health insurance.


There's too much going on, man, too fucking much. It just doesn't feel worth it. I know this reads like attention whoring but I haven't said it anywhere else. I can't do this anymore. But I have to, what else is there. The fact that I'm still here typing this means I haven't been able to take that leap yet, and I think it means I might never be able to. But I'm starting to feel like it's the better option. I'm just tired and stressed all the time and I want it all to stop, but it feels like there's no way out.


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Win the game 50 Points

Kill god, be cool

Die 5 times 5 Points

It's part of the grind

High BS Tolerance 10 Points

Find an empty stall

Just like the game 25 Points

Funk on a Friday (real time)

I LOVE YOU 50 Points

COMPLETE THE STORY

1 IN 4 10 Points

WHAT DID YOU EXPECT WOULD HAPPEN?

SPOOKY TIME 10 Points

Beat Week 1 in Story mode and unlock Week 2

Friday Night Funker 5 Points

Start the game

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Get a high score of at least 20 questions

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Unlock this medal to learn its secrets!

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